Good morning. *sips coffee deeply, slowly*
Did any of you ever watch Gilmore Girls ? If you watched it like I did (every episode and then I bought the seasons….) you may remember that in a particular episode or two they talked about Luke’s “Dark Day.” I don’t recall all the details of his “dark day” but I think it had to do with the passing of his dad and Luke would just disappear for a day.
Yesterday was my dark day.
June 6 is a hard day for me, It is an anniversary of a loss and even though it has been 15 years, it can still hit me like a ton of bricks. (Does this happen to anyone else?)
My point of sharing this really is multi-fold. One is, as much as I try to keep my posts on a happy note, occasionally there is stuff in our lives and I don’t mind letting you in. Two, this is where many things come into play that make me thankful… and without dark days… we may not always notice that silver lining. 🙂
Yesterday – I would have rather just been gone for a day. I was feeling bad, and if it were not for factors in my life and on this blog that I commit to – I would have had a “dark day” and not posted at all….
however…
It was Monday. And… the Monday meme is a privilege for me to host and I enjoy it. AND it was the start to Audio Week which I have so been looking forward to as I do love my audio and I am going to hopefully bring some of you nay sayers around to audio throughout this week. 😀 So my point is… no dark day… I had things to post.
As the day went on I left work early, came home with a plan to get some things done and instead I wallowed a bit in a dose of self-pity and then…. my College son called. He checked in on me, made sure I got the card he sent (he amazes me), and asked my plan for the day. I told him that I was home… that I was supposed to go out to dinner with a few friends but was going to pass. He told me I had to go out to dinner and if he had to he was going to text me friend and tell her to make me go.
So at 5:30 I went mainly because we were celebrating Key’s birthday and I did not want to miss out on that. As I drove through town I was down… but there is something about friends…. soon we were sitting outside the restaurant at a table with the warm sun and cool breeze, with the smell of lilacs next to a small waterfall. Tension and sorrow melted off me. We talked, we ate, we shared until 9:30 pm. It was getting dark when we left, and while I had no intentions of staying that late. I am so glad I did.
My point (I believe) in sharing this is that we all have these moments where we would just rather not let others in. The first part of June is hard on me.. has been for many years as memories pour through…. BUT, even my daily rituals of chatting with you makes it a little easier, and friends… are icing on the cake called life.

Ok – enough. One more thing this morning. I mentioned it is audio week (SSQQUUEEE). If you did not get a chance to read my introductory post yesterday, I hope you do. There is a giveaway. If you want to join in – check out Devourer Of Books as there are daily things and giveaways. Also – pop over to The Literate Housewife for the start of something fun… introducing: Shaken Not Stirred!





























