7 months today.
Every time I make it to a significant date I am amazed that the days have gone by without Justin. It is still so hard to imagine life without him here for the holidays, ready to do some crazy run with me, or even his voice on the phone… checking in or wanting to tell me something amazing.
I have been quiet on this blog as of late. There are many days where just keeping my mind busy by doing projects and yard work or keeping up with friends and family fill up the time and before I know it, when I meant to post… I never did. I still have reviews to write, and admittedly I have missed blog tours I should have been a part of.
I am not giving up on Book Journey as I enjoy this outlet for thought and updates and book chats. I think of Book Journey often and how much history is here in the 6+ years I have gathered up book thoughts and happenings… and even shared part of my life here, even times with Justin which I know I could go through the amazing happenings tab through the years and find us both at a mud run or on an obstacle course…. or certainly at Harry Potter World in Orlando.
I totally digress from what I planned to say today….
basically… I am still here. I returned from Arizona last night where my friend Amy and I went over the dates I would normally be with Justin. It was crazy hard in an unnoticable-to-the-naked-eye kind of way. Each morning I had to just breathe and say out loud that this was for him. I hated doing it without him and at the same time.., I had no choice.
Hopefully the rest of this week will consist of writing reviews and sharing some fun bookish happenings. I like the sound of that. Enjoy your morning… I am due for some COFFEE about now. 🙂