Here we are at the day I have been looking forward to with anxiety and scared of all in one. Today is Justin’s benefit in St. Paul.
Looking forward to because of course it is a chance to see his friends and some of ours as well and that is always nice. Anxiety and fear because it is after all, a benefit for our son. My cousin put it well when she said, “it is like falling on the knife all over again.”
Yes it is.
I obviously want to be there… have to be there. The benefit proceeds will go the mission he loved in Honduras. It is for our son and I want to be a part of things for him but as you can imagine… it is also so hard to be there. I am afraid it is now just something I need to get through.
I think I may listen to audio on the way there. It is a 2 1/2 hour drive for us and keeping my mind else where may be a good thing. It is an overcast drizzly, dreary day here in Central Minnesota… the weather matches my mood and that is about right.
Have a good start to your weekend. I would love to hear what books/audio may be joining you on your journeys. I feel as though I am out of the loop on what are the must reads/listens of the season so please… enlighten me. 🙂