Sitting in Crosslake this morning at my usual space in the main lodge of Camp Benedict. This is the camp I am on the Board of, and normally I am here the whole week Monday – Friday, but this year I only came for yesterday and will leave this afternoon. That is all I think I can do this year.
I am so tired – I feel I have been going non stop for over a week now and it is taking its toll. Mt plan is after today I am lying low for as long as it takes and if things don’t get done…
well…
they don’t get done.
I have no push left in me.
I just want to BE.
Book Club tonight…. we are reviewing The Pearl That Broke It’s Shell. I did not get it done. Too deep for me at this time.
So that’s me… day to day.
Book Journey 
Camp Benedict looks like a very calm and relaxing place, but I know how emotional the work you do there is.
I also find many books to be a bit more than I can handle at this time. Maybe someday, but not just yet.
(((((((((((((( hugs ))))))))))))))))))
You take your days as you can!
It’s not easy, but it’s good that you’re seeing where you need to let things go–for as long as they need to. That swing looks like the perfect place to “just be”…
I’m impressed that you managed to go at all – that’s an achievement, if you ask me.
I always love hearing about Camp Benedict. I think that swing with the lake view looks like a very healing spot. Just sit and absorb the scene.
PearlThat Broke its Shell is not an easy book….and the Bookies understand. Cut yourself a break
Small steps will bring you forward, and your destination will be the one you can manage at the time. Hang in there!
You know, you should be able to take a sabbatical from your positions. Be real to them. They’d understand.
I’m impressed too that you went for a couple of days. Just BE! It’s okay.
So glad you realize that’s okay. Your own pace – minute by minute. Hugs, dear Sheila.