A Child Soldier’s Story
As a young kid barely able to carry a gun, Jal, one of the Lost Boys of Sudan, witnessed and perpetrated unspeakable brutality in his country’s civil war, but he has not only found refuge in the U.S. but also become an international rap star for peace. His violent memories are graphically relayed in this powerful autobiography. At age 9, he smashed faces with machetes as his friend plunged a bayonet into an enemy’s stomach. What is amazing in this story is how Jal has been able to let go of his rage. His family gone, he was adopted by a British aid worker, who took him to Kenya, where he struggled in school. But eventually, inspired by Gandhi, King, and Mandela, he turned to music and the idea of rapping for peace (“no tribalism, nepotism, and racism in my motherland”). And his songs climbed the charts. With the intense personal story, Jal also brings in political issues not confronted in other books about the Sudanese War, including the crucial role of oil (“black gold”) in the ethnic conflict.
Every rare once in awhile a book comes along that blows you right out of the pages. This is that book. Emmanuel’s true story of being a soldier of war at the age of seven is enough to send chills through your body. If that was all you knew about this book it would be enough to stay with you for a long time to come. Yet Emmanuel’s story is more. Much more.
Born in Southern Sudan, Emmanuel lives with his mother, his father is an official in the Sudanese People’s Liberation Army (SPLA). The sounds of bombing and war become a regular occurrence for Emmanuel. Emmanuel lays out pages of detailed memories of what the war was like as his mom tried to constantly keep them moving towards safety, at times stripping themselves naked to mingle in with the villagers as they made their way through towns to perhaps a day or two of safety before the war followed.
Graphic… real…. sometimes painfully so, Emmanuel lays it all out of what survival was like for him as a child. Having minutes to eat oatmeal in the mornings, so hot it scalded, Emmanuel tells of ways they learned to eat quickly as that was the only change for food all day.
This book is not only one of great trials…. but also of great triumph. Through the book you feel Emmanuel’s spirit, his drive for more – to learn more – to be more. Emmanuel’s hardships bring him to roads that lead him to being a Christian, and these roads let him to a career in music. Today, he is a musician – a rapper who’s music speaks of peace.
“Life is hard in Africa, and my story was only a drop in an ocean made up of a million tears”.
Currently Emmanuel Jal has been on a fast for over a year to raise money for GUA Africa. Learn more about this incredible cause here.
This book was one that spoke to me deeply. Emmanuel’s story is one of survival. It caused at times, my heart to ache… and at times my heart to rejoice. I recommend this book highly. It is not just a book to be read – it is a bookto be experienced.
WARNING: The following Video has pictures of children at war:
Here is a sample of Emmanuel’s Music:
My Amazon Review
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